“Unless I free them. Unless I legally adopt them, unless I structure my will very carefully, which as a judge and lawyer, I’m uniquely qualified to do.”
“This is insane.”
“This is necessary.” He sat down again, leaning forward. “Thomas, listen to me. I’ve thought this through from every angle. You can’t produce children. The doctors were unanimous about that. But children can be produced on your behalf. Delilah is strong, healthy, intelligent. I’ll arrange for her to be bred with a suitable male from another plantation. Strong stock, proven fertility, good physical specimens. The children she bears will legally be mine through documentation I’ll create. When I die, I’ll will them to you along with papers freeing them and establishing them as your adopted heirs. They’ll inherit everything.”
“You’re talking about breeding human beings like livestock.”
“I’m talking about ensuring the continuation of this family and this plantation. Is it unconventional? Yes. Is it legally complex? Absolutely. But it’s possible and it solves our problem.”
“It’s not my problem.” I stood up, my hands trembling more than usual. “Father, what you’re describing is evil. You want to use a woman’s body without her consent to produce children who will be manipulated through legal fictions into becoming heirs. You’re treating people like breeding stock, like animals.”
“They are animals in the eyes of the law.” His voice rose to match mine. “Thomas, I understand you’ve been reading those abolitionist books. Yes, I know about them. I’m not blind. You filled your head with sentimental nonsense about the humanity of slaves, but the legal reality is that they are property. I own Delilah the same way I own this house or that chair. And I’m choosing to use her in a way that solves a problem.”
“And what does Delilah think about this?”
“She’ll do what she’s told. She’s property, Thomas. Her opinion is irrelevant.”
Something in me snapped. I’d spent my entire life deferring to my father’s authority, accepting his decisions, trying to make up for being a disappointing son, but this was too much.
“No.”
The word came out quietly but firmly. My father blinked. “What did you say?”
“I said, ‘No.’ I won’t be part of this. If you want to implement this obscene breeding scheme, you’ll do it without my participation or cooperation.”
“You ungrateful—” He stood up, his face reddening. “Do you have any idea what I’ve sacrificed for you? The opportunities I’ve lost because I had to focus on finding solutions for my defective son. The social embarrassment of having an heir who can’t perform the one basic function required of him.”
“I didn’t ask to be born this way, and I didn’t ask for a son who’d end the family line.” He threw his glass, which shattered against the fireplace. “I’m trying to find a solution, and you’re throwing it back in my face out of some misguided moral superiority you learned from abolitionist propaganda.”
“It’s not propaganda to say that people shouldn’t be bred like animals. Father, if you can’t see the evil in what you’re proposing—”
“Get out. Get out of my sight.”
I left the library, my heart pounding, my whole body shaking. I went to my room, closed the door, and sat on my bed, trying to process what had just happened. My father wanted to use an enslaved woman as breeding stock to produce heirs that would legally be manipulated into inheriting his plantation, and he saw nothing wrong with this plan. In fact, he thought it was a clever solution to an intractable problem.
I couldn’t sleep that night. I kept thinking about Delilah, about the life my father was planning for her without her knowledge or consent.
I’d seen her around the plantation, of course—she was hard to miss. Delilah was 24 years old, nearly 6 ft tall, with a powerful build from years of fieldwork. She had skin the color of polished mahogany, high cheekbones, and eyes that held an intelligence she’d learned to hide in the presence of white people. She was what the overseers called a prime field hand, strong enough to pick 300 lb of cotton a day, healthy enough to work through the brutal Mississippi summers without collapsing.
I’d heard the overseers talking about her. “That Delilah’s worth three regular hands, never gets sick, never complains, works like a machine.” But I’d also heard darker comments. “Shame to waste breeding potential like that on fieldwork. A woman built like that should be having babies every year.”
Now my father wanted to ensure that breeding potential was exploited. I couldn’t let that happen.
But what could I do? I had no authority over the plantation. I was 19 years old, physically weak, financially dependent on my father. I couldn’t free Delilah—I didn’t own her. And even if I did, the legal process was complex and expensive. I couldn’t help her escape—I barely knew her, had no connections to the Underground Railroad and wouldn’t know the first thing about arranging escape for a fugitive slave.
But I couldn’t do nothing.
The next morning, still shaking from confrontation and lack of sleep, I made a decision. I needed to warn Delilah, at minimum. She deserved to know what my father was planning.
The quarters were located a quarter mile behind the main house down a dirt path lined with ancient oak trees. I’d rarely visited them before. It wasn’t proper for the master’s son to mingle with the enslaved. The few times I’d been there were during Christmas distributions when my father would hand out extra rations and cheap gifts to the people who made his wealth possible.
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